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be long ing

finally complete

or not, or not, nick,

yesterday

i took a knife

and i made the first

essay: it´s my first act:

i draw a line in my left wrist

i m not yet ready

i m not yet as clean as you

as beautiful as you

but i see you smile softly and calling me

and soon i´ll be ready, nick,

you know i´ll be,

the white line stayed for a long time

as if it meant to stay its way

over-there-in-me





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